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    He is not my first love

    by eithea February 13, 2015
    written by eithea

    27 years ago, when we lived in uncertainty life, he left us.
    To give us a better life is the reason that allowed him to go with our tears.
    He came back once in a month twice.
    The 3rd times he went, he never came back.
    Until we received a letter and understood that he will not be ours any more.

    As an ordinary human being, we were disappointed.
    We were sad, angry, broken-hearted, hate, frustrated, whatever you name it.
    Each of us tried to survive since our life must go on.
    We were trying hard to live our life with the rest of our faith
    That this is our destiny
    That we have no option except waking up, stand on our own legs and walk
    We must continue our journey, to face whatever will be happened ……… without him

    “A father is his son’s first hero and his daughter’s first love”
    That words, maybe I’m the only one who disagree with.
    Yes, “he” in above story is my father.
    He is not my first love, definitely.
    I never dream to have a husband, a father of my children like him.

    4 months ago, I picked him up at the airport.
    I was being touched to see an exhaustion face wrapped by a body which was not young any more.
    Hey hey wait!!! Where is my anger? Where is my hatred? My disappointment?
    Did I already move on ? I didn’t know
    I only realized that he needs me now, that’s it
    And then we start our days in togetherness

     

    2 days ago he got heart attack
    Today is the second day he is lying in hospital bed
    He is trying hard to deny his weakness
    In his old face I can see the battle between himself with his ego, his pride, his past

    I don’t know what to do
    Only himself who can help to win his battle
    All that I want is he recover soon
    I want to see his laughing with my kids, have a chitchat about anything after I arrived home everyday

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    Is this love ? Or only because I feel that I managed to get him back ?
    I don’t know
    I really don’t know …
    Yeah I should admit that I missed his presence
    My kids, his grandchildren also feel the same

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    Get well soon Papa…
    Get well soon Akung…

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    Kdrama oh kdrama

    by eithea February 7, 2015
    by eithea February 7, 2015

    …(versi bahasa Indonesia di bawah ya)… I don’t remember about when exactly my friends start infatuated with Korean dramas (Kdrama).…

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    Keenan’s Trial Day at Tumble Tots

    by eithea October 5, 2013
    by eithea October 5, 2013

    Keenan is 27 months old now. At this age,  his sisters already joint with Tumble Tots previously. We decided to…

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    Magnetic Card

    by eithea January 18, 2013
    by eithea January 18, 2013

    One of my friend gave me a magnetic card. I am very happy to receive it. Why? It was just…

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    Happy Birthday, Mom :-*

    by eithea July 4, 2012
    by eithea July 4, 2012

    Yesterday was my Mom birthday. You’re rite, my Mom birthday is same with US Independence Days, July 4th. Call me…

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    How to choose a good data service operator/provider ?

    by eithea April 14, 2012
    by eithea April 14, 2012

    I often got a question like this : “I want to buy a modem, could you advise me the best…

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